This was an evil time. I regret all that has happened. I completely
renounced my previous pact and all of my former prayers to Satan.
I am so sorry for all the lost lives and for
all the pain I caused others.
Yet there comes a time when the shame of
the past has to stop. Mourning must come to an end. There has to be a realization that all the wishing, the
grieving and the sadness
I have over such devastation cannot and will not change any thing.
There must come a time when these negative
feelings and emotions must themselves be laid to rest. Yes, I should be
punished for my crimes. I do not have a problem with this. Becoming a Christian while in prison should never be a "ticket"
out of prison. God forbid!
Still I have long ago made my peace with God.
Jesus Christ has healed my mind and He has broken apart the spiritual chains which
Satan had wrapped around me in the past.
Today I am thankful to be forgiven and
to be in my right mind. To have peace, joy, and
satisfaction, knowing that I am a child of God, that I am loved and cared for. This is worth
it all. What else do I need?
April 5, 2002